puddles, rivers, and rainboots

you bought rainboots because you like to splash in puddles. its shallow and easy, and once its over you just step out like its nothin. you like the safety of simply splashing in meaningless puddles until you stepped yo ass in a river.and the current swept you away. its rather rude to sweep someone off their feet and leave them there, we've already established this...but when you bring the dustpan and gather up the pieces, when someone comes correct and intentionally did all the things it takes...you get scared. your foots in the door but you left your rainboots...you weren't prepared for what a river would bring, both depth and motion. you werent stable enough to surf a swag like that, and now instinctively you wanna pull back, anchor yourself and step in strong. well they dnt make riverproof rainboots and they dnt make make shatterproof hearts. you're already wet you might as well swim...holding back isn't gonna protect you, and rainboots wnt keep you dry. seize the motion or let go of this.