i was reading blogs just now, i havent really been keeping up with them, but i was reading and catching up on my ace Aleesa's blog and its crazy but as far away as she is, reading her blog always makes me feel closer to her, no homo. lol. but its funny that we always seem to be facing similar obstacles at the same time.
i dont know what im doing. ive never left the states, ive never fallen in love, ive done nothing. and i feel like my life is gonna whip by and i will have done nothing worth note. i dnt wanta be famous or anything like that but i wanta live. like really live! i wanta see the world and complete immerse myself in culture. i wanta hear some old ladies life story and take some part of her with me for the rest of life.
-side note: these muthafukkas upstairs are fukkin bowling or something upstairs! like forreal shut the fuck up! damn cunts!-
ok...so im in a rut. a little stuck, feeling stagnant. i have all theses goals, very logical and financially sound but i wanta go to egypt and london, i wanta shop in paris, and take vacations to barcelona. i wanta go and see, i wanta live. i dnt feel like thats too much to ask.