i would just break down and cry

my bestfriend might be the strongest person i knw. after the week he's had and he's still just like "ill make some adjustments and ill be fine. no hugs and shyt ill handle it" kinda attitude like i would just break down and cry. i cnt handle back ta back fuckery like that. some ppl would call that weak, muthafuck that. im just emotional about my life, sorry.

i really dnt get why the worst things happen to the best ppl. that just really isnt fair and it always seems that the worst niggas hav the best luck-like wtf?! thats some bonafide bullshyt. i honestly understand why he has a semi pessimistic outlook, its because this life is full of bullshyt. and it doesnt matter how many times you throw in the towel, youll just wind up with another one in your hand, and even when you wanta just drown in tha pool f misery, right there at the bottom of despair you always seem to drift to the shore wash up on the bank and take a breath. there's no quitting til it all really is over. and while i do have a shuttering fear of death sometimes it has its appeal. 

i just feel so bad for him, like i wanta go buy him a car and a few shots....

so God, cut a lil slack and show some mercy, he's a good kidd.