let me explain

ive almost lost my life and come t close to being fully fucked up to not appreciate every day to the fullest thus i kno all too well how quickly things go from great to devistating. ihav a handful of those i keep extremely close to me and i value them. i hav a problem with saying goodbye as is i kinda need to see your face and your warmth before i let you drive off into the abyss. yes, i am feeling "womanly" and yes im bein very over sensitive but some ppl matter to me and thats something i cant nor want to change. but youre calling me now so i guess we'll make up and call it a night. i love you still, ill forgive you., if you forgive me.