Monday, November 3, 2008

im afraid...but i hope...



im afraid...
that you dnt see how lovely you are.
or how much you mean to me.
that no one like you will ever exist.
that our own selfish reasons for you being here wnt be enough.
that he's not what you need, but youre too scared to see.
that our love wnt heal these wounds.
that there arent enough late night talks and tears to resolve these issues.
that the demons are too strong.
that youre not praying.
that youll give in and give up...


but i hope....
that you find a mirror to reveal your worth to yourself
that you remember that every day is a struggle.
that we can sustain you in these your times of need.
that you trust yourself and your judgement
that its these days that make the good sooo good.
that im always right here.
that you remember this battle is not yours...
im afraid i cnt, we cnt, convince you that this life is full of beauty, of real love, of worth because youre too afraid to face another day. so i hope you read this in the darkest of hours and remember that anything worth having is worth fighting for. fight, baby. and when you cnt, when everything seems to hav taken a final toll dnt tap out, just stand. and ill fight, on your behalf ill intercede and ask for the strength all the strength you could never need. giving up wont make it better. put the bottle down, put the cap back on and fall into us. these are the times when there are only one set of foot prints in the sand...

No comments: