Wednesday, July 9, 2008

do you wanta ride?


ppl look for love like waiting in line for a rollercoaster. all tha anticipation and inching along. you catch little glimpses of the ride thru the trees and giggle with excitement. i could see you from across a room and giggle with excitement. so your turn comes and you take a seat buckle up and kick your feet thinking i waited my whole life for this! and youre off! it all moves so fast youre overwhelmed with tha force, overwhelmed with the feelings. a few quick twists and turns, a few late nites and early morn's, and you want more. i wanted more. and then its that hill-you know it creeps up so slow like the few good weeks in love and you look up and youre at the top of the world-head over heels...drop. everything we built everything we made comes crashing down-rock bottom. and there will be other hills and more drops but none will rock you like that first. and like those loop to loop flips i bent over backwards for you. dnt do this and never saythat-i did that, all that. and then you open your eyes and realize...its over. back in tha tunnel where it all began. you left yo lunch on the tracks, you broke my heart when you turned your back.


i tried...i did. i changed...i did.


pride is stronger than love. and this-all this-its bigger than us. i set myself aside, to believe you-to trust you. you never believed me, consequently im not sure if you ever loved me. with no faith in everything we shared, loving you is like movig mountains. my past is just that, my past. i cnt change the mishaps life brings just like i cnt change the caller when my phone rings. who ever fucked you over, she fucked me over too. kuz its her fault that you cant see past you. but just for the record, im not her. i do my best not to make you pay for the mistakes of him but im in debt to her...and ya i got issues but its official you got issues and even now i still miss you. but im watching the sky turn grey and the water washes the progress away.

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