ok so....

the huge argument was of course Navy and Lavenderrr which led into the amazing statement that goes a little something like this, "i love you (lavender) but what do you want? tell me what you want, ill give it to you. i love you." thus i came to a mild revelation: real love tries. tries to understand. tries to change for he better. tries to make it work. real love has an inspite of kind of attitude. it wnt care that you snapped, that you cussed him out and slammed doors, kicked in doors, and broke doors. from the outside looking in i see now that you fight for the things that matter. that you stay when everything else says walk away. that you give until there's nothing left. honesty. like being naked infront of the crowd-revealed. you cnt hide from real love not when real love is looking you in the face, wiping tears, and still trying, inspite of, he's still trying...
that was saturday evening, next, later that night. liquor. next day slick hangover.
i guess it was friday that i had that headache. and when i get a headache ugh i get a headache no bullshyt. but that night, i think, (like i do so much i cnt seem to keep it in order) but ya we, me dori Le my bestfriend and dori's besfriend, e kelly we all went to ihop. service was wack them hoes almost met reginald...(echo reginald reginald reginald) trust, thats all bad.
dori made a really good point. crushes...sometimes theyre best kept from a far. the idea sometimes is better than reality. coming to the realization he was never what you thought slick sucks...sorry kiddo it happens. now for me, i still like my crush...missing that kidd but it iinterests me that the ppl you more than likely do without come around more often and lay it on a lot thicker...take notes. lol. i need a boo its that time of the year for the indoor activities, ya dig?
aight newest single by the Crayons "i like your face" cd's coming soon. i think we should post a video or something. you know for our fans... lol
Josh had his senior recital that shyt was FIRE! sheer talent. kudos kiddo.
life is beautiful, full of bliss and all of its subtle bullshyt!