Sunday, August 31, 2008

and it feels like


so im not quite sure what im feeling so im not quite sure what to write so im not quite sure what this will be about...but im feeling...off, ya off. like im losing my grip on...everything. this constant struggle to just stay above water is really takiing its toll on me. and i feel like its a mad scramble to keep everything under control and as soon as secure one thing another falls to pieces. like a domino effect or something. and it feels like the one thing that should be constant or sure, im not even sure of. and i feel like im all over the place but no place at the same time. maybe im trippin maybe its nothing at all. but at the same time i feel like its everything at once...get it? hell, i dnt even get it. but i still feel like im drowning in air, and no one even cares.

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