the scramble. so much to do and so many places to be. youll never be able to make more, in fact, your losing it now...move. so keep the most important things first, at the top of the to do list because if the sun set and you havent crossed her off your list then youve fucked up. last is the worst and first is too much pressure so where does she compare to the rest of your responsibilities, your promises, your commitments, where is she when all the pieces get moved, is she the last one standing...but the sun is setting and its steady moving. youll never be able to make more, in fact your losing it now...
she knows you better than you know yourself. so turning around now is just a waste. she doesnt wanta get to know anybody else, she already knows the right one. and then youll say the rudest 4 words in the english language "we need to talk". thats rubbing salt in her wound. how long do you really expect her to run up a downward escalator before she gives into the powerful current. strenuous. its all a race, a losing race, a failed attempt.
you lose.
time will always move on, live for the now with the ppl who matter. life may not always permit the leisures we long for, but if it matters you'd pencil her in. dnt let it all pass you by while your begging for another hour in the day to fit in all these silly things that will never satisfy you, not like she will.
this one isnt really for me as much as it is for her. the "her" in every situation that gets put on the back burner while you go about your relative happiness and crush her feelings. did you lead her on? well you built her hopes...
take time to realize.
this is time, these are the moments that will in every way build the collage of this life. this is time, set and steady. its slipping through your fingers and youll never be able to grab hold because youll still be running up a downward escalator. dnt fight the current, youll lose. just like you just lost her.
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