so i hav yet to write the blog about my first week back, the great new person i met, the road trip to DC that almost killed us! or any of the other things ive scratched into a word document and saved in my phone...idk im just feeling some hesitation. like there's something i know i wanta say but to actually put it into words would mean i would have to really admit it to myself and not just let it be a passing thought that brings a smile or quick realization that makes me shutter.
expectations...ive said it before, ill say it again. expectations will get you fucked up everytime! idk why i know this and cnt seem to apply it to my own life.
ive realized somethings about some ppl that i really find as major flaws. and while it saddens me to an extent i think i already knew all along.
i hav and will continue to form my own opinion of some ppl. just becasue "so and so" doesnt like "whats her name" doesn tmean i have to too...so im not.
my bestfriend is the truth. it takes about 10 hours to get from nashville to our location on the edge of DC, after terrible weather and some 3 hours of a stand still in traffic, like no bull STAND STILL cut yo car off and sit traffic it took us 15 hours. neaither one of us slept! he's a beast and i love him for it.
i just have somethings i need to come to terms with on my end before i tell the world my many many issues......
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