way back when....

i had a twitter no one had a twitter! but now EVERYONE is on twitter!

so ya i went to log in and it didnt work so i said eff it and recreated myself. www.titter.com/MayaTheXoXo follow ya gurl

i think i may make one for swaghouse! thats not a bad i dea

so much to say

so let me introduce Peaches n Cream. im not gonna say much about him because this is something i really wanna keep low key. but he's got mad potential...today showed me a lot. i still have my reservations and for good reason but he is text book top of the line in most ways.
im gonna keep all the little details to myself for reflection and giggles. ((stop being nasty, it aint even nothin like that))

Mad shout outs to a certain blog {Close to Spectacular/Fantastically Well} that kidd Bestfriend be bloggin bob-damnit. Backed up? nigga i feels you! i was definitely conversing with my TWIN!! and i confided him that a sistah is...lacking the Crown Royal on ice...dig? after departing from my last looooong relationship of lies and bull ive been doing some revamping to myself, re centering my psyche and all that jazz. i have a new fav thing, yes but im not about to take that to the level of intimacy because that takes us waaayy farther than im ready to go. so that last junt had the last go round back in February so some goodgood is now due. that new Jeremiah song...well my bday is rapidly approaching so i think ill be putting that to use, sorry. hell, no im not.

<==A MOVIE REVIEW==> i know, opinions are like assholes, everyone has them, but i HIGHLY suggest that everyone go see Angels and Demons! its a Ron Howard film so you already know it goes HAMM!! the action was great, the drama was stunning. Tom Hanks is my nigga! but really it touches on a lot- the hypocrisy of religion, the parallels of religion and science, the issue of wanting something so badly you do the wrong things to obtain it (im sure there's a word for that but i cnt find it), your own beliefs, the lies in the media. it was awesome Two XO'S waaayyy up! also this is older but i also suggest Vantage Point its good too. so grab a boo and head to a theatre near you- or couch if you got tha buh-buh--buh-buh BOOTLEG! lol

goodnight all its been real

xoxo

you better...

HAE MY MONEY ON TIME!

its friday and in the wonderful world of workin folk, that means...PAY DAY MUTHAFUCKAS! lol
and here at honky tonk Vought, we talkin EVERY FRIDAY!
i set up direct deposit but it didnt post this morning so i sent my hr manager an email politely askin "bitch where my money" she replued i hav a check for you in my office

damn right

forgiveness is such a simple word

unless its you thats hurt.

its a journey. some ppl will gladly make the trek for any trangression i cnt say im that inclined to find my keys,

i want a dog!

PS

yes im in my cube IPod bumpin Gucci, Biggie, Kanye, Kid Cudi, and yes Chip the Ripper!

"PARTY AND BULLSHYT" baby!!
have a good day everybody!

OBAMA FOR YA MAMA!

on the job blogging!

so my dreaded job is lookin up. now that we're in the system i can surf the net and blog! yayy, right! i know! so while i definitely had a really bad night until "someone who is yet to be named" showed up, im leaving that night where it is because i cnt even really formulate all thie the things i wanna say with all the things i feel and all the bullshyt that it was. so im taking this time while still rackin up that 12.50 an hour to say that the black ppl at my job are the best! lmao. this place is HHUUGGEE and while there are restrooms scattered throughout the manufacturing floor, they are both nasty and elementary. they have the big fountain sink between both restrooms to cater to the male and females. and while at first i was like oh wow flashback pnce inside i realized everyone is leaving this restroom without washing their hands!! i stood in complete disgust in the potty for 10 min because i couldnt touch the door. so i wrapped my hand in tissue and escaped. that afternoon i was passing a man whi spit into the sink. that was the last straw. now aside from the manufacturing side there is a coporate sde to this facility. the restrooms on that side are up to my standards. so whenever nature calls i venture across the factory floor to the pretty potties. so today im in the stall (sp) and two Black ladies come in
"Whoo child!"
"Hunnay! you aint lyin!"
they enter the two stalls and continue
"Did Betty lookin at us coming across the floor?"
"Nose Betty? she tryin ta figure out why we cnt use the Colored Bathroom"
"Ooohh you so mean!"
"I dnt work on this slave ship to piss in that out house!"
"what you said!" so by this time im out and at the sink
they join me and smile like little grannies.
"see Hannah, even the children wnt use that God forsaken dump!," to me, "Good for you sweetheart."
i just smile.
"Thank you for the laughs, yall have a nice rest of the day."
"you too baby, dnt let the man keep you down!" i cracked up
lmao! that convo was so hilarious and while its so racist and seemingly ridiculous, its tru. when youre the obvious minority its very dfficut not to equate all issues to race. in my office i am the only black person!! in meetings im 1 of 2 women and the ONLY BLACK PERSON!
yesterday me and two other hite guys were walking to another floor of the plant with a box. and he says" just drop it there Tom. Drop it like its hot" WTF?! i looked at him like i had never heard such vernacular. later on he said "wack". i wanted to scream. sometimes its funny to watch them try to be cool but really its flatterig that they wanta be "down" and that my presence makes them so aware of their "old boys club". but at the same time i find it offensive. you dnt have to curtail your common vocabulary because im here. i can out talk most of these ppl anyway, white or black. its just funny that as far as we've come there are still at least 50 pickup trucks with confederte stickers, plates, and tags. and that the entire management staff here is white. except for aubrey, the HR manager he's a Nupe. but hey, the president is Black. there's no denying that! i might wear myObama tee tomorrow. they'd probably lynch my ass, let me not.