Love/Hate 2008

hated the spring after the really bad fight.
loved those who stood by me.
hated the negative attention it brought.
hated my scarred and battered body.
loved that it wasn't and could hav bn a lot worse.
loved that freshman yr was over.
hated my grades.
loved the triumph tho.
hated the rocky relationship just before summer.
loved that I got myself out of it.
LOVED summer. LOVED!
summer loves:
strawberry sneaka (go spence)
spence and lloyd. period.
leandria lott! that kidd roxx
mr mann. good times.
getting tatted with aleesa!
all the summer sets.
the massive amounts of alcohol I consumed.
danny glover! yayy danndann and the georgianade
alexis moore! my nigga
man just everybody I kicked it wit all summer.
hated that 8 to 5
loved them checks
hated all those tickets! ugh!
loved the dark night! say it lloyd, why so serious?
hated that it all had to end.
loved, yes loves TSU.
hated-thoroughly hated financial aid and the bad publicity.
loved falling in love all over again with my bestfriend! ABSOLUTELY LOVED MY BESTFRIEND. Reginald Tyrone Swann, Jr. aka BESTFRIEND! my fav, hands down.
loved falling in love with the new "best friends"
DORIAN MUTHAFUCKIN TOWSEND! aka doodle booskie
FRANKIE DdotC SEABRON! aka vampire rabbit
WALT THAT NIGGA PARKER! aka walt-peezy
LEANDRIA POOHBEAR LOTT! aka lottroxx
ERIC TOOCUTE KELLY! aka imjustdoin'
man loved AMINIKA AND KERRYN aka witcha bitchassz
hated that any of us ever had beef.
love that we all moved forward closer and stronger.
loved the late night convos with Le
hated making up in the morning
"are we going to class" "no" "zzzzzz"
loved fall semester classz and fall semester grades!
hated procrastinating
loved all the moments:reggie winking, frankie falling again and again, the awkturtles, the drinking, the tears, the hugs, the love.
hated the day that never happened
loved the moment in the kitchen and watching the sunrise. martin and coretta.
loved learning to play bass
hated dropping him in the hall
loved new loves
loved more the ones that remained thru it all. ♥
loved that me and my brothers got so close. love them.
hated it took sooo long.
hated that some relationships ended
happy I ever had you at all
loved watching "The Coach" lol
loved more watching her hang up the whistle to play it one on one.
hated that my step dad got sick
loved that prayer works.
hated my mother
loved my mother
loved the fact that everyday is a new day
hated the fact that its alwways darkest before dawn
loved my God.
hated the devil.

its really bn a hell of a yr and while a lot of it has left a lasting effect on me I cnt help but say thank God for another yr, some cnt say that.
in the yr to come I declare to better and stronger, happier and smarter, and come hell or high water I'm counting it all joy.

ps I gotta kiss on new yr's so next yr will be filles with love lol pucker up.