so apparently

both my siblings are hoes! lol
my eldest bro called me awhile back to tell me he thinks he got this chic name Royalty pregnant, definitely going and this fool hit her. ugh...
and then our middle bro called and him and his gf of substantial time semi stable relationship is pretty much 100% prego. and this fool gon say "ya if you trust a pregnancy test" YA DUMBASS. that's my brothers for ya..lol my niggas, my big dumbass niggas...
wait, who's gonna tell daddy!!!
ha!
xo is def not pregnant 'cause xo is def not tappin nnothin lol

na na naa na hey hey hey...

goodbye.

ok so the thing i love about life is that no matter how bad the night was you wake up in the morning, God willing, to a new day. the present, a gift. im blaming my bad mood last night on hormones. sorry, im big enough to apologize for that. 

so....reggie is gone. 6 days 5 nights...(sigh) 

ive decided to take the ticket credit i hav and go to columbus for a weekend during winter break. a whole month, ya thats not gonna work...im already going to memphis that takes care of dori. is frankie even going home for winter break??? tha babyz sick =( we'll take care of her! ill hop in the ride and go see my Le boo whenever i damn well please.

im talkin all this shyt and clearly i need to be working day in and day out of winter break!

im f'in hungry!

 

let me explain

ive almost lost my life and come t close to being fully fucked up to not appreciate every day to the fullest thus i kno all too well how quickly things go from great to devistating. ihav a handful of those i keep extremely close to me and i value them. i hav a problem with saying goodbye as is i kinda need to see your face and your warmth before i let you drive off into the abyss. yes, i am feeling "womanly" and yes im bein very over sensitive but some ppl matter to me and thats something i cant nor want to change. but youre calling me now so i guess we'll make up and call it a night. i love you still, ill forgive you., if you forgive me.

it interests me...

how things can go so well and then all of the sudden go so bad.
how you can build everything up and watch it all fall a part.
today was such a good day! SUCH A GOOD DAY! and now its such a wack nite-SUCH! you made it a great morning and ruined the night.
and ya I'm just being sensitive but I know how quickly life ends and I never leave and not say goodbye.

a good morning

so I set my alarm last night to play this chip the ripper song "put it in yo mouth/ get it girl" if that wnt wake u up laughing idk what will. and then, icing on the cake....BESTFRIEND CALLED "you better call tyrone" I'm thinkin his God forsaken Iphone is calling me but no, no its him! I love the way he calls and even in my sleepy, (slick sexxi) morning voice this nigga still wants ta chat like I'm just wide awake or somethin. but he's calling to tell me how his class is cancelled and walked all the way over there but he does hav an umbrella! yayy for you bestfriend. as I laughed and laughed I realized this kidd is my f'in fav! every day would be a great day if he called me with some foolishness like that.I swetabob I love him. so I get on up and I'm definitely taking my sweet ass time just shootin the muthafuckin breeze and a nigga was STILL ON TIME, slick early. man I'm good. and then, man and then...I got a 100 on this spanish quiz! class was a joke, we watched the videos we made of us singing spanish songs like some kindergarten class. now I'm in black lit with Phil "big head" The Great One Brown, always fun. she dotes (sp?) on me but I really like this class, I wanta do this for a living. after class I need ta do some work but I think ima print my resume and take it to fridays at opry mills kuz a kidd is broke and that's not bueno, no sexxi, not swaggerific! but today, thus far, has been a damn good day. Thank God kuz I was losing my grip. I needed this.
so thank you bestfriend for being my wheaties today, starting my day off right. that's why I love you.
xo out this bit!

a good morning

so I set my alarm last night to play this chip the ripper song "put it in yo mouth/ get it girl" if that wnt wake u up laughing idk what will. and then, icing on the cake....BESTFRIEND CALLED "you better call tyrone" I'm thinkin his God forsaken Iphone is calling me but no, no its him! I love the way he calls and even in my sleepy, (slick sexxi) morning voice this nigga still wants ta chat like I'm just wide awake or somethin. but he's calling to tell me how his class is cancelled and walked all the way over there but he does hav an umbrella! yayy for you bestfriend. as I laughed and laughed I realized this kidd is my f'in fav! every day would be a great day if he called me with some foolishness like that.I swetabob I love him. so I get on up and I'm definitely taking my sweet ass time just shootin the muthafuckin breeze and a nigga was STILL ON TIME, slick early. man I'm good. and then, man and then...I got a 100 on this spanish quiz! class was a joke, we watched the videos we made of us singing spanish songs like some kindergarten class. now I'm in black lit with Phil "big head" The Great One Brown, always fun. she dotes (sp?) on me but I really like this class, I wanta do this for a living. after class I need ta do some work but I think ima print my resume and take it to fridays at opry mills kuz a kidd is broke and that's not bueno, no sexxi, not swaggerific! but today, thus far, has been a damn good day. Thank God kuz I was losing my grip. I needed this.
so thank you bestfriend for being my wheaties today, starting my day off right. that's why I love you.
xo out this bit!

drowning

i cnt seem to keep my head above water...

its always one thing after another. i knockout one thing and another pops up. i settle one thing and another falls apart. i cnt keep it straight. and this shyt gets old. SO old.

a kidd needs a hug.