Tuesday, July 14, 2009
pussy ass niggas make me sick
cyber stalkin motherfuka, youre a weak ass excuse for a man. write that shyt on my wall?! you got my number hoe! youre petty, youre childish, and youre trying to cause a scene. you have no idea what youre talkin about and i dnt care to explain shyt to you. come to nashville?! yo bitchass ride thru nashville all the time...stop by. im home. better yet come to my apartment-im grown my dude you can fall back with all that loud talkin. think cause you swole somebody scared, bitch nigga please. you talk a big talk on my facebook but you definitely have my number...stop showin out. get the fuck outta here. read this and run tell that. narcissistic muthafucka i gives no fuck! whats up?!
there's never any good news
a couple, known for adopting special needs kids, is gunned down in their home. 5-7 are suspected of plotting to rob and kill the couple. they entered thru an unlocked door and shot the couple several times. no kids were harmed. first off lets give it up to them for raising some 17 special needs kids. 1 is handful but 17....they get my vote.
Obama's telepompter falls all in the middle of his speech. whoops.
here were like 12 bodies found along some dusty highway in mexico...wtf?! 12 bodies?! all of 'em apparently looke to be tortured, killed, and dumped. the mexican officials are saying ths some kind of drug/gang thing. i just think its scary and sick.
some kid was texting and fell in a manhole. idk about you but no textvo(text+convo) is that deep that im not looking where im going. idk if he's hurt r anything but if i was his mama i'd take his phone.
Clinton, yes Bill Clinton is officially an honorary member of Phi Beta Sigma!!! i pictured him as more of an Alpha Man maybe even an Omega lol wtf?! the Sigmas are very proud to have him, as anyone would be so congrats Sigmas! he should go thru process so i can see him probate. i think he's pretty tall, maybe he'll be the tail! -GNR-
Jon and Kate are divorcing whatever ok. but he has bn spotted with some young lady on some beach and ppl are all like kids of divorce have major issues. parents need to wai 6 months! im a divorce kid and im fine! i hate the way ppl try to offer kids a crutch for every adversity life throws. kids will eb as strong as they re raised to be. divorce is hard true but staying together for the kids is even worse. its better to see your folks in healthy happy relations rather than cohabitating for your convenience, that just makes kids feel worse, like its their fault. parents need love too! its yucky, ya but its true. let Jon bust it wide open! i aint mad at ya!
i guess thats all...
Have a Good Day Kiddos.
-xo-
Obama's telepompter falls all in the middle of his speech. whoops.
here were like 12 bodies found along some dusty highway in mexico...wtf?! 12 bodies?! all of 'em apparently looke to be tortured, killed, and dumped. the mexican officials are saying ths some kind of drug/gang thing. i just think its scary and sick.
some kid was texting and fell in a manhole. idk about you but no textvo(text+convo) is that deep that im not looking where im going. idk if he's hurt r anything but if i was his mama i'd take his phone.
Clinton, yes Bill Clinton is officially an honorary member of Phi Beta Sigma!!! i pictured him as more of an Alpha Man maybe even an Omega lol wtf?! the Sigmas are very proud to have him, as anyone would be so congrats Sigmas! he should go thru process so i can see him probate. i think he's pretty tall, maybe he'll be the tail! -GNR-
Jon and Kate are divorcing whatever ok. but he has bn spotted with some young lady on some beach and ppl are all like kids of divorce have major issues. parents need to wai 6 months! im a divorce kid and im fine! i hate the way ppl try to offer kids a crutch for every adversity life throws. kids will eb as strong as they re raised to be. divorce is hard true but staying together for the kids is even worse. its better to see your folks in healthy happy relations rather than cohabitating for your convenience, that just makes kids feel worse, like its their fault. parents need love too! its yucky, ya but its true. let Jon bust it wide open! i aint mad at ya!
i guess thats all...
Have a Good Day Kiddos.
-xo-
Monday, July 13, 2009
this just in-this JUST in!!!
Handsome is a confirmed....mamma's boy! YESS!!!!
if you live under a rock then you may not have realized that mamma's boys make the best boos! why? because they care about women and know how to treat a lady! ya mammy aint havin no mess, thus he wnt bring no mess to you...see?! he might soon be playin point on this here team. lol.
if you live under a rock then you may not have realized that mamma's boys make the best boos! why? because they care about women and know how to treat a lady! ya mammy aint havin no mess, thus he wnt bring no mess to you...see?! he might soon be playin point on this here team. lol.
the mistakes we make
everyone knows i dnt believe in regrets but sometimes i look at things that seemed to be ok, no big deal, even harmless and looking back im pretty sure that was a mistake. ppl have the exception, only because i feel like every interaction is a chance to learn and grow but the situations around some of them, the things i did, the way i said it, the hurt i have caused and even some of the hurt you've caused...i guess im a little sorry. i dnt wanta turn back by any means im just a little hesitant to keep going forward.
this week was cool. very chill, no pressure. the bestfriend came in town and while i was teh last thing he did [no pun] i needed to see him. there are those that i value beyond measure and i cnt see myself without him in close proximity.
this week was cool. very chill, no pressure. the bestfriend came in town and while i was teh last thing he did [no pun] i needed to see him. there are those that i value beyond measure and i cnt see myself without him in close proximity.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Friday, July 10, 2009
you have been warned
of the plethora of advice i have,there is one tidbit that i am finding more and more to really live by. "have no expectations" for once its not me that had to feel the sting of disappointment but rather someone else and all i can tell him...you shouldnt have had these expectations of me.
let me explain. i am not suggesting to lower your standards of ppl at all. i have my stadards, very high standards actally, but i dnt expect the world of ppl. i try not to have ANY expectations of ANYONE. why? because when ppl fuck up, like they always do i dnt have to be so hurt and disappointed. life, in essence, is the continual attempt to reduce the pain and increase the pleasure. will there still be pain? hell ya, you are bound to get your feelings hurt. it happens. but if you realize and accept that he's gon jack it at least once you dnt get your hopes up, you dnt become blinded by his seemingly perfection, you'll keep one foot planted firmly and still leave you heart in the clouds to dream of love. get it?
so what happened Maya? a certain someone was/is feeling me and i did my best to be honet and upfront. i dnt want a relationship, i dnt wanta even get too close. he fell all in like and shyt and now he's feeling hurt when im not becoming what he dreamed of. wake up. from jump i told you wat it is, i hate that youre hurt but i tried to save you. summer allowed for some leisure and some mistakes, i wouldnt change any of it but i think i would have restated some of my rules and regulations. he doesnt mean to but he has some habits and tendencies that rub me the wrong way. how wrong? do this for me...run your hand backwards on a guy's head, yes against his waves (this will only work on a guy with great waves). now run! he's gonna give you the funkiest stank face and even some cuss words to let you know he is appalled! he is disrespected! and you just tried his gangsta! THATS how he rubs me some days. but like i said, he doesnt mean to. but i didnt mean for you to have these outlandish expectations. so who's wrong?
is it Handsome? yes and no. yes Handsome with his hot self and pretty waves he is just awesome! AWESOME! IN EVERY DAMN WAY! lol but he's human, i already know that, and im not getting my hopes up just because he IS human, and he's also a nigga... and while i told him the same thing as P-n-K if some aspects were different i cnt say i wouldnt change my mind. there's always exceptions to the rules...
back to the point...
i realized a while back that P-n-K was a few/several steps ahead of me and i pulled back, grabbed his hand, and i let him know "youre ahead of me. im no where near where you are. if youre trying to take that trip to Boo-dom (say it like Kingdom) im not even in the car yet, i havnt pack, hell i havnt even called out from work. slow your roll, we're friends." now true there may have been some times when things appeared as more than said friendships but hey, im human and i still like to flirt. this is slick how Mr Wonderful got his ass caught up with all these feelings and shyt. no no no honey drop, dnt fall in love, ill leave you where you land. that just goes to show you how cold ive become.
When i see that ppl ahve these ridiculously high expectations of me i drop off completely. while it may not be better to just quit, i think it might just be easier on me to not feel the harshness of failure because i couldnt be what you wanted. i dnt expect these things of you, dnt expect me to ang your moon...
i thought about Mr Man today, random. he was pretty hot too...lol but he had said one time that when youre "talking" to one person there is still entertainment around for your viewing pleasures. example: my fav show is Grey Anatomy (shouts out ta the Bestfriend) so when im watching that im "all in deep/loving it/balls deep" (excuse my french) but then there are all thos commercials, little funny moments that make ya smile and tide you over with samples of pleasure until the show is back. see... Or like movies. all the previews that get you all giddy and excited,a little tease, a slight taste, but you wait all that time for the feature presentation. summer flings are commercials. thank you Mr Man for putting me on game. (call me! lol)
just thought i'd let yall know!
-xoxo-
let me explain. i am not suggesting to lower your standards of ppl at all. i have my stadards, very high standards actally, but i dnt expect the world of ppl. i try not to have ANY expectations of ANYONE. why? because when ppl fuck up, like they always do i dnt have to be so hurt and disappointed. life, in essence, is the continual attempt to reduce the pain and increase the pleasure. will there still be pain? hell ya, you are bound to get your feelings hurt. it happens. but if you realize and accept that he's gon jack it at least once you dnt get your hopes up, you dnt become blinded by his seemingly perfection, you'll keep one foot planted firmly and still leave you heart in the clouds to dream of love. get it?
so what happened Maya? a certain someone was/is feeling me and i did my best to be honet and upfront. i dnt want a relationship, i dnt wanta even get too close. he fell all in like and shyt and now he's feeling hurt when im not becoming what he dreamed of. wake up. from jump i told you wat it is, i hate that youre hurt but i tried to save you. summer allowed for some leisure and some mistakes, i wouldnt change any of it but i think i would have restated some of my rules and regulations. he doesnt mean to but he has some habits and tendencies that rub me the wrong way. how wrong? do this for me...run your hand backwards on a guy's head, yes against his waves (this will only work on a guy with great waves). now run! he's gonna give you the funkiest stank face and even some cuss words to let you know he is appalled! he is disrespected! and you just tried his gangsta! THATS how he rubs me some days. but like i said, he doesnt mean to. but i didnt mean for you to have these outlandish expectations. so who's wrong?
is it Handsome? yes and no. yes Handsome with his hot self and pretty waves he is just awesome! AWESOME! IN EVERY DAMN WAY! lol but he's human, i already know that, and im not getting my hopes up just because he IS human, and he's also a nigga... and while i told him the same thing as P-n-K if some aspects were different i cnt say i wouldnt change my mind. there's always exceptions to the rules...
back to the point...
i realized a while back that P-n-K was a few/several steps ahead of me and i pulled back, grabbed his hand, and i let him know "youre ahead of me. im no where near where you are. if youre trying to take that trip to Boo-dom (say it like Kingdom) im not even in the car yet, i havnt pack, hell i havnt even called out from work. slow your roll, we're friends." now true there may have been some times when things appeared as more than said friendships but hey, im human and i still like to flirt. this is slick how Mr Wonderful got his ass caught up with all these feelings and shyt. no no no honey drop, dnt fall in love, ill leave you where you land. that just goes to show you how cold ive become.
When i see that ppl ahve these ridiculously high expectations of me i drop off completely. while it may not be better to just quit, i think it might just be easier on me to not feel the harshness of failure because i couldnt be what you wanted. i dnt expect these things of you, dnt expect me to ang your moon...
i thought about Mr Man today, random. he was pretty hot too...lol but he had said one time that when youre "talking" to one person there is still entertainment around for your viewing pleasures. example: my fav show is Grey Anatomy (shouts out ta the Bestfriend) so when im watching that im "all in deep/loving it/balls deep" (excuse my french) but then there are all thos commercials, little funny moments that make ya smile and tide you over with samples of pleasure until the show is back. see... Or like movies. all the previews that get you all giddy and excited,a little tease, a slight taste, but you wait all that time for the feature presentation. summer flings are commercials. thank you Mr Man for putting me on game. (call me! lol)
just thought i'd let yall know!
-xoxo-
bitch where's my shyt?!
so being that im doin alright in my current position i have been inclined to shop, even splurge a little. levis, polos, accesories, and of course cardigans! lol but im even saving! whoa now! i know right...so ya, recently as in 7/7/09, yes i was at work shopping, i purchased a rather rare pair of nikes, for a bustin price i might add. when i saw that i had to get 'em. so using my secure paypal account i purchased them from a secure site and reputable dealer. caught a slight case of Buyer's Remorse but it passed. so what's today kidds? all together...its FRIDAY! very good. now my issue isnt that they havnt come yet, i didnt over night them, but that they havnt even shipped! i have no tracking number, but i know you got my GUAC! check my bank ledger hoe, you gots my cake! and in return i want my shoes! so you can contact the site to check on deliveries, i damn sho' did that this morning! i also bought another pair of kicks that i had held to process on this weeks check. they've gone thru and that GUAC is taken out as well... if i dnt get a tracking number for these by monday its gon be CONSEQUENCES AND REPERCUSSIONS! I WANTS MY SHYT!
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